Fond.

Hello. I am back.
So like, a lot of things had happened. I went to Aunt Mary’s house yesterday and she was like, ‘Who are you? What do you want?’ I am your niece. Then she said ‘Ah, yes. Fariz’ and I’m like, ‘Ariz..’ then she suddenly started laughing like mad. I dont know whats wrong with her. Shes like..CRAZYY!!!
Arght! I feel so stupid for leaving Daniel at the science fair. I feel so useless now. I feel like a stupid friend. STUPID FRIEND!!!!! I just, I just dont know what did I do wrong. I mean haiz. Nevermind.
So there is this girl.. At Aunt Mary’s house. Like she is my cousin’s friend’s mother’s sister’s daughter. She’s pretty. i didn’t ask for her name or anything. i saw her yesterday and she looked at me and said Hi. I dropped the basket and she helped me pick up all the apples. i dont like her or anything but she seems like a nice girl. i want to see her again, and get to know her more.
School is finally over. Well we still have to go there and do some things for next year but i’m not going. everyone is going to be there but i dont think i should. i just cant see her anymore. i should stop. its my parents choice. next year singapore then singapore lah. i dont care. she said she is moving school but she is still here. she doesn’t study or anything but she is still here. she tries to communicate to me but all i do is i just nod and walk away. i feel just so hard headed towards her. i feel weak when im around her. i just have to keep in mind that she hurt me before and i should not go back. because if i did then everything will fall apart.
I cried.
I am afraid.
I am tired.
I tried.
I failed.
I died inside.
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